The Journal of Theo

I just went through a dozen different possible ways to name this. I ask myself first, what is the best way to entitle this post? And second, what are people going to think about this? "Oh, here's Theo the pedophile going deeper into his investigations! There he goes! We now have a full-blown pedophile on our hands!" I know that successful people make a habit of ignoring some projections they may get from others. I don't know if I am preventing my own success by acknowledging them, but I just find there is no way around it. I want to talk about sex in childhood. Firstly, because I want to deal with the circumstances of my youth and my awareness of sex as a young boy. As I seek to find my soulmate, I know I have to clear out all the false beliefs, shame, and resentment I have surrounding the issue of sex. Secondly, I may have children one day and my own beliefs will inevitably be thrust upon these sensitive, innocent beings finding their way in life. I want to ...

I would like to have a hundred million United States dollars. That is, $100,000,000. That's a lot of zeros. Why do I want that? I think that's the amount it would take to make and distribute an excellent film. I'll explain how I came to that number. Initially, I had hoped for about $7,000,000 to make a movie about a young black man in America and his relationship with God. Then I learned that most movie distribution companies, when marketing the film, spend about the same on marketing as they do on the budget for the film's production. So if I want people to see my movie, I have to tell people about it. So that bumped the number to $14,000,000. A quick note about marketing my movie: I would like to improve upon current methods of advertising so that I can spread the word about my movie without being invasive, bullying, or manipultive. Then I realized the morality of charging for my movie. There is no morality in charging someone for an act of love. I began t...