Ever since I began attempting to live by the principles of the gift economy, I have received no donations.
The pain that I feel as a result of that is currently more of an embarrassment that comes from the feeling that I am doing nothing of importance and that people would make a mistake by donating to me. But I can release this, and when I do, I believe things will change.
In an attempt to challenge some of my fears surrounding money, I'm taking a moment to talk about the things I want for myself and how your donations will help me. These are beautiful things and when I receive them, people will ask how it was accomplished. Then my sisters and brothers across the world can use my example for their own development, just as I have used the example of my own heroes.
Here are the things I am after:
1. Prove that God is a Being of complete goodness
2. Prove that I can heal damaged teeth and regrow missing teeth through the power of faith
3. Acquire damaged land and restore it to greater health and abundance, while offering the fruits of that land to others free of charge
4. Start a media company and create works that inspire others to pursue a relationship with our Creator and receive Her/His Divine Love
5. Attract my soulmate into my life through releasing negative emotions and growing my desire for her
6. Lose my addictive desires to overeat, ogle and fantasize about women, and consume media in excess through growing closer to my Heavenly Parent
7. Heal long-standing physical ailments through accepting my facade, choosing to be honest and truthful, and releasing the emotions of terror and grief that lie deep within me
If you would like to donate, please contact me through email at theodorekirkley@gmail.com
The pain that I feel as a result of that is currently more of an embarrassment that comes from the feeling that I am doing nothing of importance and that people would make a mistake by donating to me. But I can release this, and when I do, I believe things will change.
In an attempt to challenge some of my fears surrounding money, I'm taking a moment to talk about the things I want for myself and how your donations will help me. These are beautiful things and when I receive them, people will ask how it was accomplished. Then my sisters and brothers across the world can use my example for their own development, just as I have used the example of my own heroes.
Here are the things I am after:
1. Prove that God is a Being of complete goodness
2. Prove that I can heal damaged teeth and regrow missing teeth through the power of faith
3. Acquire damaged land and restore it to greater health and abundance, while offering the fruits of that land to others free of charge
4. Start a media company and create works that inspire others to pursue a relationship with our Creator and receive Her/His Divine Love
5. Attract my soulmate into my life through releasing negative emotions and growing my desire for her
6. Lose my addictive desires to overeat, ogle and fantasize about women, and consume media in excess through growing closer to my Heavenly Parent
7. Heal long-standing physical ailments through accepting my facade, choosing to be honest and truthful, and releasing the emotions of terror and grief that lie deep within me
If you would like to donate, please contact me through email at theodorekirkley@gmail.com
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