I have started more than 5 blogs in my life. When I started this one, I tried to find a good name. I couldn't think of anything else that wasn't already taken. I decided to use "The Journal of Theo." It wouldn't have been my first choice, but, as someone who has been writing for a long time, I know what it is to regret my choice of words. Well, until I make a new blog with another name, this shall have to do for now. With the name, I figured I would share more of the personal letters I have written to God. I have more than a hundred stored on my Google Docs account. But I have not done so. The reasons I've used are as follows. 1. I'm too lazy. 2. Nobody cares. 3. They are not good enough. 4. AJ doesn't share much about his personal conversations with God. There must be a reason for that that I don't know of yet. Well, I thought I'd break convention and share one with you today. Submitted, for what it's worth, is the following: God, how do I...