The Journal of Theo

When I first discovered the Divine Truth teachings in December of 2014, I found them fascinating. These were philosophical ideas that were exciting to contemplate. Could they really explain who God was, what love was, and who we are? Even if they weren’t true, there was the possibility of them being true and that was enough to satisfy my curiosity and continuous engagement. The more I listened to them, the more fascinated I became. Burning questions I had were answered. First one, then another, then another, and so on. I kept saying, “Oh that’s how that works.” Then, soon after, I would feel doubt. I would ask myself, “You don’t really believe this is the Truth? Where’s your proof?” Then there were the things I didn’t agree with. I didn’t agree that God made homosexual people. It didn’t make any sense to me. There were also other things I didn’t agree with like how God would let bad things happen to me. So bad things happen to me, my life sucks, and now it’s my fault because I don’t wa...

A flower began growing in my garden It made me shudder For the old woman next door might see it When she wasn’t around I took to my garden And plucked the wretched thing The next morn I noticed it bloom again I cried out and ran out to pluck it But it would not do The roots were deep And so I had to uproot the whole plant I dug down deep and rooted it all out A month passed and then two Another cursed plant popped out And threatened to spring forth Fed up and frustrated I went out and shot the damn thing Then I mowed over the whole area I covered over the plants With a black net I found Then rocks and boulders I covered it all Till surely no plant would grow And no one would ever know