God did something funny.
Le gave You Free Will. (By the way, I use Le, Ler, and Lers pronouns for God)
One of the qualities of this gift is that You have to discover how to use it and no one can do that for you.
No one can learn for you, no one can make decisions for you, no one can exercise your passions for you.
And no one can receive God’s Love for you.
The fact that we can receive God’s Love is a gift of supreme magnificence. But it’s one that you must choose to receive. And you can only receive it after you seek for it.
It is difficult to express this to someone who does not want to hear it. If you are convinced, for example, that there is no God, then you may call someone crazy for telling you about God.
When you choose to start seeking for God’s Truth and Love, you will receive all kinds of help, but you have to make the choice.
I used to ask God how I could convince other people about how good Le was. I finally realized that I didn’t think Le was that good in the first place. I had to start looking at all my false beliefs about God and spend some time quietly searching instead of trying to testify to everyone.
And now that I’m in a better place and more convinced than ever that God is there and loves me, guess what? I still don’t feel 100% confident about it!
Maybe it’s my fear of attack from people that makes me say that. Maybe there’s a part of me that knows God is there and knows the times Le has given me Ler unique, special Love and I still wish to exert all my effort in doubting.
At least I can say that I’m more curious than ever before and I want to keep on going. I want to learn more about my Creator and become ever more confident in Ler.
I hope that one day I can be completely confident and I can tell you for sure that God is there and loves you dearly. But even if that happened, you would still have to make the choice.
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